The difficulties my parents were going through meant that there was a lack of supervision for me and my siblings. I began to access more and more inappropriate material that began to consume me, leaving me struggling to control myself.

A breakdown in my marriage hit me out of no where. This worsened my predicament which made me feel suicidal.

I was born in the church and grew up in the house of the Lord but had little understanding of who God was. I was drawn to the world and the secular music.

I always thought I was a mistake and the only way I could be valuable was by giving myself to men.

I joined a group where I learned about astral projection. Not satisfied I joined a different group. Here I learned how to communicate with powers.

I'll begin by saying we have all felt pain at some point in our lives but it is the after effect that leaves us scarred and broken.

I really thought that Jesus hated me because of what I had done and I was beyond redemption. In my first year at uni I became pregnant and at that moment my whole life stopped and for the first time I thought to myself what am I doing with my life?

In my teenage years I spent most nights watching Japanese manga, playing games or watching pornography. I was the kind of person to stay awake all night watching TV even when I had an exam the next day as I did not care about the outcome.

The top consultant came to me and said that it was the closest case of an accreta they had come across without it being one and asked if they could keep the placenta for research and teaching.

I was overwhelmed and tried to smoke and drink the pain away but it never left. I decided I needed a change.